QUOTE(phebus @ Jun 30 2007, 12:10 PM) [snapback]54986[/snapback]
Here we go...
I got in to the school I [i:1dhnig9d]really[/i:1dhnig9d] wanted to go to in Stockholm. They absolutely loved me at the interview, and said right away that they wanted me to go there. I have to accept or decline in one month. The thing is, this summer, it all got so complicated.
About a boy? No. Maybe a little. But as you might know, I was just on vacation in Croatia recently. I have been to that same place 4 times before, and I know everyone there. It's a small town by the sea. I fall in love every time I am there. Not in a person, but in the town, the way of life and the culture. I always wanted to move there to learn the laguage and stuff, but I never really had the chance to, because of school and shit like that. I wasn't there last summer, so I kinda "forgot" the feeling I get when I'm there. But that feeling, oh man... I'm in harmony, in balance, life is perfect. I love it. And it doesn't make it any easier that I met someone there this summer...
So, I applied to the school in Stockholm, a really cool film school, and I worked really hard to get in. I got in. But now, I don't kow what to do. If feels like if I am going to take my chance in Croatia, I have to do it now. And I really want to. But is it worth it? I'm almost 21 years old, and I can practically do whatever I want.
But what do I want? I'm so confused....
Think of it like this!
IF oyu go to college you'll have taken another step upwards and will gain usefull skills to use for the rest of your life. School is real fuckin important, and you can always go visit Croatia and he can prolly always come visit you right?
But if you go to Croatia you'll have thrown away all your hard work, and you and that guy may not even last very long, possibly.
Get the necesseties taken care of first, get through the shite first and then you'll be better off and you'll be able to do whatever oyu want afterwards.
I dropped out of school when I was around 10 years old, and I've got shit to show for it. School is important.
BUT don't listen to me! Because at the same time I believe in doing whatever the fuck you want to do. However if you think smartly then you'll probably want to get college out of the way and then go and pursue you're happy dreams.