Well...You are not having luck ultimately,that's for sure,but i think that you shouldn't cry or feel bad about that.
People loses their jobs everyday,and im sure you'll find another one. Because there are millions of them.
& you sound pretty intelligent,so i think that you'll be able to find another one.
If you still feel bad,i suggest you to listen to one of your favorites records,or something.I mean,PLEASE,dont heard to a depressive one,because that won't help...Listen to a "happy" one,adn try to think in positive things.
You can talk with me if you want... Just,talk and we'll see.