Part 1: Nope. PS3.
Part 2: That whole situation really sucks. I read what you wrote before you edited it, and it sounds to me like your brother deserved it. Seriously. Relying on another person to get where you need to go is stressful enough without that other person being a jerk about it. As for the girl, any advice I would give on that situation would be terrible, so I won't even try. I've been with the same person since I was 15...
What the fuck you read all that shit? I srsly thought it might have been a bit weird so I edited it, also because I think I pretty much gave away who "she" was LOLS don't say anything plz.
Well anyways give yourself a pat on the back for reading all of that, it was huge. Like ridiculously huge. NOVEL LENGTH.
My bro and I never got along very well but I'm not spiteful about it. I used to antagonize him a lot when we were younger but I don't anymore. He resents me for it so I get a lot of random uncalled-for shit from him. I'll admit I know he's a drama queen and I like to push his buttons, but I do that sort of thing with everyone. Srsly. And I only fuck with him if he starts fucking with me first.
And hell yeah about relying on other people for rides, I HATE it. Monday through Wednesday we had been riding to work with a buddy of ours (all 3 of us work in the same place.) So now I totes owe that guy gas money! Tuesday he pulled into a gas station and I felt like a dick because I didn't pay for his gas.
Thursday and Friday I rode with my bro and you can just imagine what that shit was like.
Also, what's up with everyone I know being married since they were -20?! :<
I have a very good friend whom I share a lot of personal things with. She's like a mom to me. She KNOWS me. I hadn't even said anything about any of this to her and we were just chatting the other day. She said "you seem depressed." and I was like "kinda." she considered it for a second then pondered aloud "it's about a woman isn't it?" and I thought to myself this chick reads me like an open book!
Regardless, I asked her about the whole "ever been in love with someone who *appears* to only like you as a friend?" but her advice wasn't very useful at all, perhaps it would have helped if I had explained the situation to her. I really only asked her "have you ever been in love with a friend?" but her answer to that didn't help. She got married when she was 15 and has been married to that same guy to this day. My sister got married when she was 18, she had only had one other boyfriend before him and it was only for a couple of months. (though the story of her husband-to-be and his attempts to court her where very encouraging.)
A few other people I know have been married since they were under 20 too.
As far as the girl goes... I'm at a complete disadvantage right now because we live 200+ miles apart. Communication is difficult; she's not the kind of person who is glued to a computer.
My plan is to just be patient and to show her I really care. My problem is I focus on her too much, I think, which can be intimidating/annoying, if you know what I mean.
I'm 23 and to this day I've never met a woman who doesn't annoy me in some way. I've met girls I liked but after getting to know them more I'll realize there are things about them I hate and I'll end up losing interest fast.
This girl is special and I've known that for a while now. I've met her parents and their awesome, which is also new to me; I'm NOT a family man. I can't stand my OWN family, let alone friend's families. These people are different. Her parents seemed to like me too.
I can't force her to love me so all I can do is wait and hope. I know that sounds corny but I don't care.