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Okay so A while ago i was really depressed and stuff and started messing up my sleeping pattern and stuff, which was fine cos I already don't go to school and stuff so I don't really have to get up in the day, but then I was sort of getting worse and I stopped talking to anyone and stuff. I actually don't really mind about this sort of stuff cos its just stuff that happens and then goes away, but i'm kinda getting scared to go out which reeeally worries me cos I don't wanna go all weird, theres not really anyone i can talk to about this kind of thing so this is why i'm putting it all here, I'm sorry if this doesn't make any sense or anything (my mums watching over me as write) but I kinda need someones advice of what to do, does this happen to anyone else? What should I do? aaaand, why is it happening?

Yes, it happens to alot of people.

If you try, you will get over it eventually. You have plenty of people who you can talk to about it, counselers, friends, relatives, help lines etc..

There are some good websites in the links section of the Spinnerette homepage.

That happened to me before.
Just start going for walks when nobodies around
then making it earlier and earlier so you bump into more people

I understand why you're scared to go out, when you're used to be isolated and unsocial you kinda forget how to act around other people, what to sat etc. But you have to do it, im sure you will feel much better among friends, even if it feels scary at first. Get used to it again, DONT go back into your hole of isolation even though it's a hardwork socializing like normal again.
Ive had a depressing hell like you only a couple of months ago, and am still working on going back to a normal, talkative person. It's demanding but definitely possible.

Okay i'm not trying to sound like an idiot or anything but I don't have friends and haven't for over a year. The friends I had kinda decided that I was too weird for them and now whenever I see anyone in the street or whatever they all shout at me and stuff, actually even the people I don't know shout at me. I know most people will dissagree but I thought that maybe if I moved it would be easier but I don't know how possible it is.

I'm going through the same thing, kinda so sorry I can't be a help
You're not alone though! hehe

me too. and my problem is that i live abroad and the only finnish girls that are my age are in my class. and they're not my type...

;l Okay I was just outside teaching my sister how to skate (dragging her) and a big group of chavs came down the road and my sister was like "Oh crap, chavs are comming," and shes not even very 'different'. Brighton is supposed to be one of the most open places in the UK, but I get nothing but trouble here. I can't even go to the shop without getting shouted at. You know it just kinda makes me want to be normal.

wat r chavs?

www.chavscum.co.uk

chavs started singin avrils new song to me on friday =S

OH GANGTAS hahah i love the UK

Thank god its back to school with them! I can at least go out in the day now.

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;l Okay I was just outside teaching my sister how to skate (dragging her) and a big group of chavs came down the road and my sister was like "Oh crap, chavs are comming," and shes not even very 'different'. Brighton is supposed to be one of the most open places in the UK, but I get nothing but trouble here. I can't even go to the shop without getting shouted at. You know it just kinda makes me want to be normal.
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Are you kidding me? Oh my God.. What a bunch of fucking losers..

They pick on you because you are alone and helpless. They are fucking pathetic punks who doesn't dare to be themselves. Take a good look at the people that shout at you next time they do so, don't they all look the same? Don't they turn around towards their friends to see if they laugh at what they just said to you? They are probably so insecure that they are fake. So they pick on the people that they know they can break. Don't let them break you. You are winning this game. They are losing. ALWAYS remember that. You will grow stronger and be more secure about who you are, and they will just sit on their lame asses doing whatever their friends are doing, offending people to be cool.

You are winning this game!

fuck those people. they are pathetic are aren't even worth a second glance.

i get shit all the time, and have my whole life. i used to get really depressed about it, but i just decided if someone says something stupid to me or whatever i will just ignore them. just walk right on by and not even look at them. i've been a lot happier this year, and it's because i'm cutting the idiots out of my life completely.

whatever you do, don't react. that's exactly what they want. it's amazing how offended people get when you ignore them.

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I already don't go to school and stuff so I don't really have to get up in the day
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Get a job or an activity. You need a reason to get up in the morning. Go back to school, education is the key to your future, I don't care if that sound like a broken record, it's the truth. Why care what people say? It's their problem, not yours.

So I'm guessing that no one thinks being more normal is the way to go -_-
To be honest I went from being one of the most popular girls in my school (Don't hate me yet) to being the most hated person in brighton and I was deffinately happiest when I was normal but it pisses me off that they only like me when I look like them.
I'm a bit confused to be honest
I'm seeing my psych dude tomorrow so I get to spend 2 hours being told i'm emotionless, dead and flat. Yay. I'll probably be back to hating people like them again <_<

I am the most annoying person in the world.
ever.

You'll grow out of caring what people think or say about you. But maybe you don't like it either.

You're obviously not emotionally flat seeing as you write a lot of these posts which clearly express your need for attention and contact.
I'm not trying to be harsh I just think you should open your eyes, there are people everywhere that can help you but you're on top of the list. I suggest you broaden your horizons, not by hitchhiking but by reading and listening, I bet there are plenty of people your age with similar thoughts in their heads, why not reach out to them instead of a computer?
Skeptical is right, get an education and stop saying [b:65inodoz]STUFF[/b:65inodoz]

^ I do apologise
I said 'stuff' a lot then.

As for the 'plenty of people my age with similar thoughts' part, I'm sure there are however it would seem that they don't live around here. Anyway this is old news, I don't care anymore it just took a while to realise what I needed and what I wanted.